It's not a matter of experience, but of total disgust, total hatred.

I hate people. Well, that sounds rather mean.. I hate people who hate people, you caught my drift? It annoys every single part of me when certian people think they can say whatever the fuck they want about anyone and get away with it. Yaya, I'm not saying I'm perfect. I gossip.. not a lot. Wait.. I don't even gossip! I speak the truth and my opinions about people, last time I checked, that isn't gossip. But, there's this girl at my school and apparently today everyone was going to gang up on her because she's been talking smack about everyone. It's sooo true, ever since the first time I talked to her she's been bashing everyone, which really makes me wonder, what does she say about me? Anyways, I think she found out because a bunch of people saw her crying in the office.. NO ONE EVEN DID ANYTHING TO HER. Well, some people sent her texts telling her to stop being so rude, but, that's nothing to cry about. I just wish we could all grow up. I mean really, I don't like every single damn person in the world. But, am I mean about it? No. I express myself. Like, I only tell Courtnie my straight up opinions on the girls that are insanely mean to me. I never did anything to them, they just choose to hate me, why? Ask them. Anyways, I really think the quote that says it all is from Mean Girls, Lindsay Lohan said this. "Calling someone fat isn't going to make you any skinnier. And calling someone stupid isn't going to make you any smarter.." So, why do we even say such mean things about eachother? I know it's said that when you point your finger at someone there are three pointing back at you. But, the things I dislike about others are not the things I dislike about myself. There are many things I dislike about myself. I dislike the way I look, for one. I dislike how I can't be nice to my sister for more than ten minutes. I dislike my extremely low attention span. I don't point these things out in others. I love seeing these things in others, it shows I'm not alone. We all have flaws. Wow, this was probably lame. I am sorry.